I need to write.

I try to write everyday. Most of the time, I'm successful, but I think maybe it's fruitless for me to just write with no chance of anyone reading it. I don't have anything poingiant to say, but it just feels like something is being accomplished if other people can read what you have written.

That being said, hi. I'm new to this blog world. I had a Xanga about a bajillion years ago, but I've never had a blog. I feel so tech-ish. Haha. Oh well. I probably won't ever have anything of extreme interest to say, but I feel like I might have a few more insights to express than some people who have blogs. And, writing is theraputic, I think. Sometimes you just have to get it out.

I have a bunch to get out lately. I think I'm depressed. I don't know for sure, but it's a good possibility. I feel like I have nothing to show for the last 6 or so years of my life. I have this degree, and I'm working as a grocery store manager. I'm working every single day. I have NO personal life. I can't do anything with my friends because by the time I leave work, I'm so miserable that I wouldn't even dream of subjecting anyone to being around me. I may not even have friends anymore. I never talk to them because I'm always at work. I'm completely uninspired, and I need something. I'm hoping that the something I need will end up coming out through one of these blog posts. I don't know though. It's worth a shot. You could keep reading and find out, or if you don't want to, that's fine also. Either way, the sun will come up tomorrow morning.

So, I'll try not to be a total downer. I mean, I'm not. I still have hope, but consider this your warning. I rant. A LOT. It'll probably be extreme at times. I'm sorry. If you're reading, I love you for doing so, but just know, I'm a bitch sometimes, and I'm low right now. That being said, thanks so much for thinking there might be something important enough to read that you made it the whole way to the end of my first post. I appreciate you :o)